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Exile On Main Street

In The Rolling Stones on July 18, 2010 at 7:12 pm

Katz, originally uploaded by DogBanjo.

Exile On Main street. Not sure how old I was when i first bought it. First heard it. Over 30 years ago that’s for sure. I must have been 15 or 16 and of course this was way before CDs were around. Everything was vinyl. Were cassettes around then?. An album that was thrown into the musical melting pot that I was imbibing around 1977 – a concoction that included the Stones, the Clash, Reggae, Disco, Muddy Waters, the Buzzcocks, Van Morrison and all the other noises and sounds that were swirling around at that time. Exile arrived on my doorstep – and i think it did literally arrive, having bought it on mail order for some reason – after I’d already fallen for Beggars Banquet, Let it Bleed and Sticky Fingers. I was used to the spear like lunges and attacks of that trilogys piercing, focused, syncopated soundscape. And the punk I was listening to at the time was shiny, bright and new. And then Exile arrived. And I remember putting it on and feeling….what? – underwhelmed? a bit deflated? maybe a little confused and disorientated by an album that seemed, on first hearing, to be so disheveled and careless. Christ, that last track on side one – “Tumbling Dice” – at what time in the middle of the night was that unfocussed , lethargic, shambling, barely able to stand upright song ushered in to being?? Was Keith even awake when he laid this one down?? (dear reader, we know now of course that he might not have been). The whole thing seemed like a dense fog, a claustrophobic forest, a muddy swamp that I had to wade through. And It was all about sound, rhythm and noise. And it was hard to get a purchase on it, to get a foothold. Nothing hit you as a great song. Or was it that the sound was so unlike anything I’d ever heard from the Stones that I was momentarily thrown. Everything was submerged and obscured. Not buried, not irretrievably lost – but half rubbed out, like an artist smudging his thumb over the sharp contours of his drawing in order to blur out the edges and annihalate the definition. So you had to find the outline yourself, discover it and imagine it for yourself. And when this happened, then the music and the lyrics gave themselves up and showed themselves in a variety of shifting beautiful forms. And you would find yourself listening to ‘Let it Loose” for maybe the 8th or 9th time realising, half way through, that this song which had passed you by so many times before, without really making you notice, was actually the most perfect song ever recorded. And that the whole album was overflowing with emotion. But a shifting, changing, landscape that mutated and evolved with every listen. The whole thing felt like a beautiful dream and a wierd nightmare, and the dream was always the same – the cover of Marvin Gayes “I want you” coming to life and each time you were arriving you discovered new people, new rooms and new experiences and heard their mad confessional stories while the band played on and got higher and higher.

The ripples of this reinvention are still going on and for some people they just can’t let go. For the musicians you get the feeling it lasted a few months and then they reinvented themselves again and again.

My Dad on the beach at Rock 2004

In photography on July 16, 2010 at 10:31 pm


My Dad on the beach at Rock 2004, originally uploaded by DogBanjo.

My Dad. Taken a few years back on our last holiday together. We played cricket and football with the kids. I love this picture.

Running

In photography on February 11, 2010 at 9:43 pm


Running, originally uploaded by DogBanjo.

Why did I take photographs?

I think it was just a way of saying wow, that’s great …. how beautiful is that … l’ll go click with my camera and just keep that one as a memory … respect!

Brick Lane

In photography on January 29, 2010 at 8:31 am



Brick Lane, originally uploaded by DogBanjo.

Why did I take photographs?

Stupid reasons. All wrong headed. It was dawning on me that by taking a photograph I was, on the one hand, recording what I saw and on the other I was creating a movie. I was becoming the athor and curator of a visual diary. But a diary full of lies. I was weaving a narrative. And when you are young when you have no story woven around you, a past that’s not remarkable, no laurels to rest on, no achievements under your belt, you do need to create a myth, a story, a kind of calling card. And of course coming from the sleepy suburban backwaters of the backwaters I slept through was not an auspicious start. Infact to even say suburban backwater confers a kind of edgy glamour to my childhood that is completely undeserving. “Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens” goes the song. And that’s where I lived. Heaven.

The photographs were a way of creating a narrative. Each one a fragment from some unfolding drama. And when seen together, in their entirety they might tell a story. A fiction based on fact. I’d always loved the movies but no way did I have the temperament or the first idea how I might break into that magical kingdom. I think I knew too that I would always love watching movies more than climbing the thousand insurmountable mountains and crawling on my belly, over the thousand uncrossable pits of burning coal, in order to actually make one. Oh how easy instead to just take photographs and pretend each one was a still from a deeply interesting movie of someones life. Now I can see it was just a tale told by an idiot.

It was the same for all those theatrical nitwit neighbours of mine like David and Susie growing up young amongst the comfortably numb. They escaped by putting on different characters and various startling postures the better to shock their mums and dads. Life was one big fancy dress party. People dressed in plastic bags. Some kind of fashion.

Oh. And another thing. When you are young the world is confusing, daunting, chaotic and random. I think the photographs were a way of getting a purchase on it. Of making sense of it. And maybe controlling it. You shoot some here. You shoot some there. And you’re a bit like the local tomcat stalking around the back garden, pissing all over it. Marking your territory. It’s a life I suppose.

Anyway what does it matter? I don’t take photos anymore.

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